Friday, July 30, 2010
Postpone
Er... sry about the updates.. i think i gonna postpone it.. too many things to do LOL.. well kinda funny.. when im free, nobody bother me.. when im not free... everyone start bothering me =_= kinda ironic but oh well.. i maybe post it on sunday if im free somehow..
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Major Update
just to inform readers.. im quite busy these day due to assignment so... dont bother reading for the these day.. i'll update it on thursdays so.. tata ~
Saturday, July 17, 2010
So...Full....Ugh..
Well.. ntg much happen today i guess.. so i skip to the part where i eat too much(feel like bursting at some point)... BABOO- no way that gonna happen. Anyway, it is because my bro buy mcd bring back home.. burger and chickens.. oh btw.. i dont know why he buy so much fries(2 at the fridge right now).. he bought 4 total =_=..When i start eating the mcd.. grandma called and say she made some dishes... mind you guys.. i love my grandma more than my parents.. well because she mostly take care of me when i was young.. that time both of my parents are still working.. my mom work with the military air force.. my dad.. well S.O.S(Same old sh*t) :D.. back then.. i was abit weird(now just totally weird xp) anyway.. i dont wanna recall the past,so im just gonna skip it anyway..
Well, of course i couldnt refuse and say no to her over some fast food.. so.. i go and take food from her and come back eat..There was one time that my grandma actually cried because nobody come back and eat her food(due to circumstances).. pity her. Anyway, my grandma sometime quite stubborn.. sometime ask her don't cook for us but she did it anyway..cant blame her thought..old ppl are stubborn.. ~_~.. should ask her to stop doing hard works and rest more.. after all.. i dont want to imagine anything happen to her.. it just pains my heart to see.. althought i dont look like i give a damn.. i actually did. One day she gonna be gone in this world.. i have to mentally prepared for it.. don't say im cold hearted.. nobody is immortal. im just being realistic that's all.
-love my grandma food.. the taste of the food brings back the memory :)-
Well, of course i couldnt refuse and say no to her over some fast food.. so.. i go and take food from her and come back eat..There was one time that my grandma actually cried because nobody come back and eat her food(due to circumstances).. pity her. Anyway, my grandma sometime quite stubborn.. sometime ask her don't cook for us but she did it anyway..cant blame her thought..old ppl are stubborn.. ~_~.. should ask her to stop doing hard works and rest more.. after all.. i dont want to imagine anything happen to her.. it just pains my heart to see.. althought i dont look like i give a damn.. i actually did. One day she gonna be gone in this world.. i have to mentally prepared for it.. don't say im cold hearted.. nobody is immortal. im just being realistic that's all.
-love my grandma food.. the taste of the food brings back the memory :)-
Friday, July 16, 2010
Hmm~ a fun day i guess :3
Oh well, the day goes like this... i woke up.. and died..........................................nice right?.. not really... anyway,it all started when i woke up.. kinda dream about her.. ah .. ~ but dreams shall be dreams anyway. so come down and play abit.. tried to do assignment but kinda wandered away ~_~(Fails at concentrating) so.. mom came back.. and afterwards.. my mom made me some salad... kinda nice ~ i love salad.. xD...

after that..a mail came by with a box.. it look so weird at the beginning.. so asked my mom about it.. its a microwave owen.. kinda unique looking .. like a robot head on top of the pot :3..my mom get it from some kind of bonus thingy(means is free).. my mom get it cause she say when she made those chicken... the sauce usually pops around the microwave ... so kinda hard to clean.. with this owen,it mades easier to grill it *rolls eye* ... anyway heres the pic :D

Mom making potato wedges inside :3.. actually she cook chicken and garlic bread in the beginning xD.Rear view for the Microwave owen..

Front view :o... looks like a robot head to me.. anyway, is so cool... when it owen something.. it goes very bright.. but kinda forgotten to take a pic of that.. LOL.. well sry :3 was doing something... anyway heres my lunch :D

the food.. IS AWESOME :D.. gotta ask my mom teach me.. oh btw, she going to teach me how to make cawan mushi after her hokkaido trip.. looking forward for it <3..after that i just kinda snooze around see anyone on9 to play with me.. apparently not.. oh well, i just go youtube and see some games review.. kinda cool, alot of games coming out.. probably i spend my time gaming alot after end of my diploma :D.. but for now.. is assignment ~ which i still cant do it @(#*_#!#.. anyway when the time ticks at 5.30.. which means its time for me to go jogging.. if i din jog.. i kinda feel uncomfortable at night :S.. irony isnt it? ~_~
so i went to jogging(these day i dont bring my phone with me anymore.. well not like anyone would bother to text/call me ._.) so.. if i didnt reply your phone in morning or evening.. i probably go jogging.. so i go to my usual place to jog.. the lakeside.
well, kinda normal today.. except for alot of lovebirds around there.. =_=.. feel like taking a flamethrower just to blaze that place(yes. im jealous, who doesn't) anyway, usually alot of unique events happen... like a saga got stucked on the mud and cant move,kids just talk to me for no reason, kitty walks around(kthatsnormal)..
After jog come back.. parents want to go dinner before going to their flights at 11.30..so, kinda follow them and eat... eat veges only(i dont take dinner usually)... so thats it i guess.. oh and i just got ignored T__T.. well normal i guess xD.

after that..a mail came by with a box.. it look so weird at the beginning.. so asked my mom about it.. its a microwave owen.. kinda unique looking .. like a robot head on top of the pot :3..my mom get it from some kind of bonus thingy(means is free).. my mom get it cause she say when she made those chicken... the sauce usually pops around the microwave ... so kinda hard to clean.. with this owen,it mades easier to grill it *rolls eye* ... anyway heres the pic :D

Mom making potato wedges inside :3.. actually she cook chicken and garlic bread in the beginning xD.Rear view for the Microwave owen..

Front view :o... looks like a robot head to me.. anyway, is so cool... when it owen something.. it goes very bright.. but kinda forgotten to take a pic of that.. LOL.. well sry :3 was doing something... anyway heres my lunch :D

the food.. IS AWESOME :D.. gotta ask my mom teach me.. oh btw, she going to teach me how to make cawan mushi after her hokkaido trip.. looking forward for it <3..after that i just kinda snooze around see anyone on9 to play with me.. apparently not.. oh well, i just go youtube and see some games review.. kinda cool, alot of games coming out.. probably i spend my time gaming alot after end of my diploma :D.. but for now.. is assignment ~ which i still cant do it @(#*_#!#.. anyway when the time ticks at 5.30.. which means its time for me to go jogging.. if i din jog.. i kinda feel uncomfortable at night :S.. irony isnt it? ~_~
so i went to jogging(these day i dont bring my phone with me anymore.. well not like anyone would bother to text/call me ._.) so.. if i didnt reply your phone in morning or evening.. i probably go jogging.. so i go to my usual place to jog.. the lakeside.
well, kinda normal today.. except for alot of lovebirds around there.. =_=.. feel like taking a flamethrower just to blaze that place(yes. im jealous, who doesn't) anyway, usually alot of unique events happen... like a saga got stucked on the mud and cant move,kids just talk to me for no reason, kitty walks around(kthatsnormal)..
After jog come back.. parents want to go dinner before going to their flights at 11.30..so, kinda follow them and eat... eat veges only(i dont take dinner usually)... so thats it i guess.. oh and i just got ignored T__T.. well normal i guess xD.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Leaving.. i guess?
Hmm, looks like parents leaving for tmr trip.. oh how i envy them ~_~... their trip to japan... summore is in hokkaido... i want to visit an onsen(hotspring) ~_~ ah well.. parents told me quite a hassle to do it.. anyway got assignment to do... shit.. and im stuck now.. nid to get my friends program just to do it.. somehow mine just crashed for no reason .. ah well.. i want faster finish so i can focus on newer task to do.. probably trying to draw a _____ perhaps?..
-cant wait for green teas! :D-
-cant wait for green teas! :D-
hmm Pain V2..
this morning woke up.. argh.. my both arm started to experience pain in the muscle part.. kinda swollen and cool.. is like doesn't need to force it out to make it rise up.. ah well, having alot of headache for this week.. try to solve my programming problem but it keep rises new problems after i solve the old ones..what a pain.. now im stuck.. and trying to redo everything again.. bummer. i think i try do others if this fails again..
-AHHH i need motivation.. wish she could just say dont give up to me-
-AHHH i need motivation.. wish she could just say dont give up to me-
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
The Pain..
As the title said.. recently these days.. my right leg and left abdomen part... it feels like an electric shot for some time.. suddenly pain and gone.... quite a pain.. but oh well, i should take like a soldier.. since mom used to ask me withstand pain.. like a soldier.. hopefully it gone by few days later.. i wouldnt even care if it ruptures out blood or something.. i got alot of assignment to do. Pain comes later, Work is now.
-not trying to sound cool but i dont really care about pain anymore. if i cant withstand these pain then im weak.-
-not trying to sound cool but i dont really care about pain anymore. if i cant withstand these pain then im weak.-
Monday, July 12, 2010
Hmmm...out of the ordinary...
hmm.. today at popping class.. bobby teach us the sidewalk <3 and reverse moonwalk xD double win ~ it was an awesome class.. but still having trouble expressing self esteem.. hmm.. gotta be more confident and get the beat correctly.. although i wont say im good at it but i will try my best in perfecting.. but for now.. is assignment,assignment,and assign-OH LOOKY IS BOOMZ. nah jk.... probably will play it sometimes just to clear up my mind.. anyway.. quite nervous about the upcoming presentation.. not sure what to present.. since my team was too good until they ask me do documentation >_> ... oh well.. focus on my java.. and i think i take some other lesson.. just to suprise her i guess.. well yea.. since gonna leaving here soon .. might as well make something special i guess o_o.. oh well i think thats about it today ~ oyasuminasai...
-ill take the offensive mode, i tired of defending... you know what they say~ offense is the best defense.. might as well do some stupid stuff before i leave-
-ill take the offensive mode, i tired of defending... you know what they say~ offense is the best defense.. might as well do some stupid stuff before i leave-
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Learning
Looks like its fun to learn.. once i understand miss p.lang(j) .. she quite easy to work with ~.. damn.. i should know her long time ago.. she is just awesome <3... and i look forward to learn more about her ~...
-Learning is fun once you understand it.. im gonna ace her <3-
-Learning is fun once you understand it.. im gonna ace her <3-
Saturday, July 10, 2010
It's a date
oh well, looks like this week onwards im gonne be busy again ~ need to date alot just to understand this gf.. haiz ~.. i wish they were much simple to understand.. anyway .. have to start to love it or im gonna so miss this chance.. is now or never ~ miss p.lang
-If life give you apple, dont take the apple.. find oranges :D.. dont take things for granted-
-If life give you apple, dont take the apple.. find oranges :D.. dont take things for granted-
Outing
Nothing much happen recently.. since friend ask me to go out and i need a break.. so went out with them and play.. well starting we went to ftz and tried to play Call of Duty:World at war.. but it seems ftz only can support some games.. and its just fails at every aspect in other games except Dota LOL.. so we went to rock cafe sunway and played.. bryan just being a prick and simply shoot other people.. =_= especially when he drive a tank.. well now i know why her mother dont let her drive a car LOL.. *thank god cars dont have a gun on top* oh well, after come back... my parents want to go out and eat.. although i dont usually take dinners.. but today i felt quite empty... probably emo-ed.. so went with them and eat at carrefour.. there is one carrefour near my area.. just recently open.. quite nice the environment...

well.. lazy walk infront to take the logo ~_~.. anyway.. eat at pak hailam kopitiam.. the food there is okay.. i mean is really good for some ~.. even my mom god addicted to it =_=.. actually she went this evening with my bro and eat there.. when i come back.. she ask me to go again.. i was HAR?.. this evening go adi still want go again.. she just give the xD face. . . . yea.. xD face . . . that made me real speechless at one point.. oh well i was too tired to care anyway ~_~
The menu of the Kopitiam :o

actually i eat 1 bread ~_~... mom and dad ate the other 1 T___T.. but oh well.. probably gonna exercise more these days...
Anyway~ about my previous blog.. it doesn't signify a lot of things.. is just that a matter of debate on my feelings and logics.. perhaps is more towards self reasoning.. anyhow.. im happy to become her friend.. or i might say.. it's an honor to know her..but soon.... maybe i will be forgotten.. that's how human nature works.. ~ we are all the same.. neither good or evil.. just that the way we born to be that's all..
-we are just creatures of habits, fear of changing.. but we are forced in the end.. and people will change one day.. for the greater good.. or worse >)-

well.. lazy walk infront to take the logo ~_~.. anyway.. eat at pak hailam kopitiam.. the food there is okay.. i mean is really good for some ~.. even my mom god addicted to it =_=.. actually she went this evening with my bro and eat there.. when i come back.. she ask me to go again.. i was HAR?.. this evening go adi still want go again.. she just give the xD face. . . . yea.. xD face . . . that made me real speechless at one point.. oh well i was too tired to care anyway ~_~

The menu of the Kopitiam :o

actually i eat 1 bread ~_~... mom and dad ate the other 1 T___T.. but oh well.. probably gonna exercise more these days...
Anyway~ about my previous blog.. it doesn't signify a lot of things.. is just that a matter of debate on my feelings and logics.. perhaps is more towards self reasoning.. anyhow.. im happy to become her friend.. or i might say.. it's an honor to know her..but soon.... maybe i will be forgotten.. that's how human nature works.. ~ we are all the same.. neither good or evil.. just that the way we born to be that's all..
-we are just creatures of habits, fear of changing.. but we are forced in the end.. and people will change one day.. for the greater good.. or worse >)-
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Decisions..
Oh well, looks like my degree course is gonna start in october(assuming i can pass my diploma).. they say my intake has a choice to go out further studies in overseas.. so im not sure i want to take or not.. i just want to leave this god damn place... it gives bad memories.... ntg good will come out of it... but still.. i want to see it to the very end.. probably somewhere in my heart.. there's still one person i cant let go.. but if the day has come.. she has someone else.. probably that is the day where hell break lose and i decide to depart to aussie.. well, so im gonna take another 2 years in UCTI degree course in here.. after that.. we'll see whether i live to see my happiness at hand.. or leave in vain from this country and start a new purpose in overseas...
-Although dreams and hope should be decided by my own hand.. but i cant see both of them without you...-
True Log:probably is just an excuse.. i make no effort in chasing her.. fear of what will happen in the future.. i mean.. is so gloomy and unpredictable.. and she usually just hang out with her friends.. what more could she want? she has everything that is satisfied her needs in daily life... and besides, i had a feeling that soon she gonna have someone special(my instincts do fail me sometime but 90% works like a charm)..so basically is like i saw the end of the tunnel before the train has started to move.. Hah... ironically.. its for the best interest.. if you really love someone.. and she love another person.. best it's to let her go.. forcing one person love is like forcing one ideology to another person.. might as well just focus on my study and leave this place.. there's really nothing for me here now..and besides, im just a mean to her in the end.. but it's good enough for me..
-Although dreams and hope should be decided by my own hand.. but i cant see both of them without you...-
True Log:probably is just an excuse.. i make no effort in chasing her.. fear of what will happen in the future.. i mean.. is so gloomy and unpredictable.. and she usually just hang out with her friends.. what more could she want? she has everything that is satisfied her needs in daily life... and besides, i had a feeling that soon she gonna have someone special(my instincts do fail me sometime but 90% works like a charm)..so basically is like i saw the end of the tunnel before the train has started to move.. Hah... ironically.. its for the best interest.. if you really love someone.. and she love another person.. best it's to let her go.. forcing one person love is like forcing one ideology to another person.. might as well just focus on my study and leave this place.. there's really nothing for me here now..and besides, im just a mean to her in the end.. but it's good enough for me..
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Dream about Death
it's amazing how you experience your death in dreams... i dream it when i taking my evening nap(well i dont really take evening nap but quite tired on that day *woke up too early >_>*)and i intend to take it if i can experience it again...it was really awesome.. low blood pressure pumping... your heart started to faint away.. light flashing through your eyes.. is phenomenal.. but most interesting part is.. i was defib(static pads used for patients when their heart stopped for those who doesn't know) ~_~.. and i suddenly wake up back to reality.. my first word when i wake up was "AWESOME" LOLOLOLOL... but thats all i remembered... been having alot of weird dreams lately.. Again.. Used to have alot of Dreams of me falling from skyscrapper buildings.. but it stopped for a while...
-It's nice to have weird dreams.. you can experience so many things.. without risking your life for it :D-
-It's nice to have weird dreams.. you can experience so many things.. without risking your life for it :D-
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