Saturday-Rock Climbing

well, i know it's kinda late to post this.. but i have been really really busy lately, have to go college classes from 7.30 am and come back at 6.xx pm. besides that, i had to take care of the house from cleaning floors to toilets ~_~.. anyway, here to tell yuo about what happened on saturday.

i went to rock climbing! it was freaking awesome, i think i found my new hobby and it cost RM3 per entrance fee. although is not a place for girls to go there and do rock climbing(yes i am being sexist on this >_>) just seen a couple of few girls try to climb which doesnt even reach 1/4 of the height and they start screaming. rofl, real classic ladies...anyway, here is some of the picture taken on that day.



quite tall :I



from left to right, james,ken and christopher :o.. roger seems to be on the phone just beside of james(out of the cam)

oh well, not sure they going again... but if they did, COUNT ME IN! this time, im gonna climb till the top! i swear it :O

p.s : feel abit lonely these day :\ kinda miss her, but oh well.. im too busy to even feel depress :I ~. it's time for work,play and more work.. maybe i eventually forget what it's that haunting feeling i dreaded about :D, time will tell anyway~

good luck to everyone's life

Another stupid schedule

oh for the love of god.. why apiit time table so sucked. it's really a screw up timetable for everyone's course. could you imagine you have to stone 3-5 hours breaks and figure out what to do in that break time? sure i could drive back home which i required to pay 3 toll per trip. not gonna happen.. so since my degree courses just started.. i intend to ace this thing.. a fresh start and good lecturer. i cant afford to miss this apportunity and suprisingly, i can pay attention in the class.

so this time, i usually silent my phone and pay attention to class(which i forgot to pick up crys call :(.. sry T_T ). anyway, hope i could keep up and understand programming stuff.. is kinda hard but i must understand completely.

so, i guess thats all for now.. and my notd got 10k! unlocked engineer & commando :D

Money lost...sad..

bah, yesterday and today are terrible day for me. how the hell you get saman each day.. well, the first day wasn't my fault.. is that stupid wai yip go park the car on the corner which is not a car park space.. the worst part is he doesn't want to pay for it. i mean seriously, he just want to fetch his gf to ss15.. and this happen when you trust the wrong guy. this is just pathectic.. everytime i lend him my car, sure something will happen. i swore to myself and my beloved car.. i wont lend him anymore.

well today, was kinda my fault.. i forgot to put the car park ticket.. bah, stupid me.. after 2 month of holiday, forgot my college car park rules.. at least this event will permanently carved into my brain.. i just have to be careful or else.. im gonna lose a lot of my precious.. money <3.

actually i wanted to post on vietnam trip.. but i don't know where my mom put the cd, which contain the entire photo of Vietnam trip.. i guess i have to wait till tmr and ask them on skype.. what a bad day... ima sleep early tonight ~_~. hopefully i can regain my health soon.. kinda sick these days, my body been deteriorate ever since i been sleeping at 3 am :/

-at least reality stills shows it's beauty by shoving tough situations in your face-

Awareness

Sry about the Vietnam trip blog, these few day i been playing starcraft2 map called NOTD(night of the dead). it's been a while since my blood lust for gaming unleashed, oh the joy of playing it all day night.. and sleep late. i know it isn't good but, what can i do? it's a cursed ~_~.. once you good at it, eventually you want to best at it.. and i did.. it felt great.... i feel so alive after achieving it. now every NOTD player that came across me whether in NA(north america) or sea servers knows who am i.



but eventually, the day has come.. my degree course going to start. a sudden thought in my head and it felt that, the day that i should stop screwing around and start working towards my goal. but,a question arise.. what is my goal? seriously viewers, i didn't have a goal in life.. i didn't even want to be alive. but since the past 20 years my mother cared for me, i might as well continue to choose what i going to be.

i decided to choose the hardest course in I.T(innovation and technology) to force myself to improve.. hopefully that helped me in my future. I used to say to myself, if i don't have a will to live. Then find a purpose in living, and i eventually did that and it helped me through the past 5 years. but it might have to come to an end, because these few days.. i feel so lost.. even hearing the voice of the person i loved makes me kinda sad.. knowing the things you always love won't be with you. it just getting depress and fearful every time i thought of that.

however, i found a new purpose when my parents gave me something before they go for a trip... Money.. i found something that all these while, i never notice it.. it goes for a very long time, every time i had a fight with my father, he will always reconcile with certain amount of money, well.. my father form of love is through money. But, he still takes care of me whenever im sick.. hes just suck at showing how to love his children..

aside from that. at the very beginning, money is just another paper to me.. but it grews more noticeable whenever im depress or angry, when i saw those money.. it made me kinda felt happy and worthwhile..as some of you may know, my temper is not something that any living things should see..once you start the spark, the fire will just keep growing..until it burns everything.metaphorically speaking :P

and maybe.. just maybe, i found my new sanity to live for it.. i will live for money and only money.. it might not be a good way to live, but it certainly a great thing for me to live in this forsaken world..

i should have realised it sooner.. i just found the devil in me :)

- when nobody can love you, then you dont nid anyone -

and the detective dee movie, from the Tang Dynasty empress of China said something like this(i guess something similar, is not 100% accurate)

- in order to do achieve greatness, everyone are expendable -

well, it figuratively touched my heart on that very day. i guess thats all to it, for now..



oh btw, i might take some time to repost the vietnam trip thingy.. so it might take very long :S

Vietname trip :D

so.. i'll briefly describe my trips and just add some photo in it.. so we arrive at the LCCT(low cost carrier terminal) airport(airasia)at 8 o clock.. our flight is at 9.30 am. so we check in and do everything and fly to Vietnam and we reach in 11.30 am. funny thing about airasia, even though the flight always delay by 15-30 mins.. they always reach on time.. kinda weird tho. anyway, in Vietnam.. the time is -1 hour of ours.. so we reach at 10.30 am according to their timeline :S. mom took some ads picture inside the airport





and thus beginning of our journey in vietnam ~. . . . so, we went there with my mom friends.. most of them are elders while others are my neighbor. so we enter the bus and went for our lunch ~







its a buffet lunch ~.. is not bad for some food, but its really healthy the way they cook it and tasty~ .. actually is freaking delicious! omg im addicted to Vietnamese food :S

after that, we went to the central post office building.. is kinda big :O



well, theres alot photo on the place.. but i try to find the suitable and post it :S.. cant post 1k photos on my blog.. probably you got bored on looking the 500th photo and say "omg.. great, i reach 500...*scrolls down* ohhh you gotta be kidding me.. 500 more to go!?" something like that :S



this is how it looks like from the inside.. even tho is very old, the post office still works till nowadays.. i believe it's over 200 years old for that building.. amazing o_o



well, this is a mock up notre dame building.. is just across of the post office building :S.. i kinda mislead wai yip when he ask me where am i :| he though i was in paris.. that is just cool story.. i wish i can go paris and see the eiffel tower... it's a dream for me to go europe.. but oh well, beggar have no choice :S

i think thats all i will blog for now :S

the first day havent ends.. i just lazy to blog that much LOL.

second day is where i went to NDSR place(national defense shooting range) where i shoot my first gun :D:D