Summary

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Life gives you apple but you want orange, no choice but to take the apple and eat it.

well, it's been a time that i have stop blogging. doubt i would care anyone reads it :S. anyway, been busy lately on my new semester. life is tough, and i realized that loving someone is easy. but letting it go is really hard, although i never even gotten into a relationship. for the past 4 years i have been mentally abused by her charms, but probably she doesn't even notice that i am in love with her. heck, i even set my life goal to obtain her.

But life sucks, it's always full of compromise and everything. trying to confess but situation turn up differently, i guess i am just one of those kind of guy who is not really good at relationships. so from now on, i just don't feel like doing this kind of things anymore.

she's somehow special because, this is the first time that i actually felt like chasing her. is kinda funny to recall what i try to do to get her attention and look at her fidgeting and smile. but i guess she moved on to her friends and i got my own work to do. this is reality, and i am not blaming anyone.. it just feel better that i typing it out. i do miss the time we play together Dota and ignore the homework, good old days~ ignorance is bliss huh.

now i have a new goal, work hard and travel around the world~ i love to see new cultures, places and experienced things you wouldn't experience in Malaysia~ especially going to Disneyland in L.A! but first, i gotta study hard and work hard for it ~ . probably i don't think i would be in a relationship for the rest of my life because i couldn't picture myself having a relationship with a girl(P.S:and i am not gay, so not even guys). i am going solo this time and fate don't screw me, i screw you >:).

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New Zealand 8-14 April 2011

is been a horror after mom and dad went to NZ WITHOUT ME. NO I AM NOT EMO, IM JUST SAD >:(. well, is quite hellish when your parents give you a job to clean after the house and promised a friend to go to PD(Port Dickson) trip. Well, i am not gonna elaborate much on PD trip since is quite embarrassing.. hell break lose and insanity is sanity.

it was amazingly fun and got out of control(especially when you played the king game[Japanese Games]). usually Japanese people use stick to decide who is the king, but we use poker cards instead. whereas the king can order any number within the range to do something retarded. for example, 1 and 5 kiss. so, the person who holds 1 and 5 must kiss. and it does happen to two of my friend, which both of them is guy. "Shit happens huh" that's what i thought.

after the pd trip, i fell sick and i have to sweep/mop the entire house and clean bathrooms. oh for the lord of Danny sake. i felt like my brother doesn't have cleanliness program in his head. the way he take of the toilet is like.. go YouTube search "WTF boom". it really does look something like that. or let me show you a picture of it.



there ya go, 100% satisfaction in the face of the earth. besides that, he not bathing if hes not going out is kinda normal in this house. sometimes he smell like a bit of cheese, ugh.

After my parents came back, they bought a sheep and some necklace replacement. well, they're not jewelry but authentic paua shells. not sure what is that but it looks cool.
got a few pics of it~



baaa rammmm yoouuu.




it's really cute, so i probably just hug it when i sleep it. although i am not fond of soft toy tho. it's quite big and acts like a pillow.




looks nice ~ and gonna wear it, hopefully Lai take good care of my shadow orb :S is like i entrust my soul to him ~