21st birthday

Well, as usual how I celebrate my birthday.. By not bothering celebrating my birthdays. Throughout the years of living.. I only celebrate my birthday 3 times. Because I stop believing that birthday is a celebration. To me, is just a proof that I lived. Nothing so wonderful about it, the day I stop acknowledge myself is the day I mentally died. But let's not get emotional about that :).

Anyway, I was surprised on Saturday which my mui(zi Wei), no blood relation with me but I think of her as big sis :D. She gave me a call to ask me whether at night I'm free or not, becausenshe wanted to give me something. Told her I was free for the week, and she did come at night.... Dressing like she's going to a prom. I was stunned and amazed. Sooooo.....I couldn't comprehend the situation, when I told her she's going anywhere, she said no. And she insist me to let her in. Oookaayy... I just open the gate and bunch of my friend started showing up like some Indian movie LOL. Singing birthday song. It made me a little happy and a bit sad.. But it made me feel good about it :).

So they gave me a big present card and it was meaningful... It doesn't cost much but it certainly a worthy item to be remembered. The next day, which is Sunday. A girl who shall not be name(I would.. But nah :p) planned to throw me a birthday celebration in sunway, she gave me a pair of dokumon car seat pillow which IS AWESOME! I love it a lot :D and a message to me... She was the one who actually knew the inner me...what I'm really am.. Her message just made me felt like I'm needed.. It almost made break my wall of solitude.. And almost cry.. But I'm too old for it :p. Thanks ^^

Writing this post was kinda hard..

-Real kindness doesn't get by asking. Is by given-