Food for thought #1

Lately, i can't sleep soundly.. probably due to failures.. gosh, how could i fail a module.. stupid module.. I'm not even sure what to do now. Best part was that i can register for the next intake and after that i found out that i failed a module, What the hell.

anyway, my Facebook wall recently had too much people posting about their love life. seriously, they need to man up a bit(probably a lot). i don't even know why they even bother ranting it while they should have do something about it.. seriously. not all people have the liberty to be loved by others.

i am one of the distinguish example. i never had a relationship in my entire life(own3d) :D. although my second bro didn't have a relationship before, he is more like a robot who doesn't recognize that feeling. could you imagine a girl saying "I Love You" in his face and able to walk away without feeling anything. i LOL-ed so hard that i even felt sorry for that girl. well, my bro just a person who really needs game as his partner in life. If a LIVING woman can able to marry my second bro, i srsly bow to her and say big sis.. you achieve something that no entire woman able to do.

anyway,at first.. i has doubt for my first bro relationship with his wife.... not that is my authority to say anything. since they marry after they know each other for a year.. but overall, shes a nice person. good for you bro!

as for me, im one of the minority who consider as lone wolf. i have to live alone to understand myself(which i don't really understand myself fully, weird). which i used to think as a curse.. my existence is a curse. but now, i see it as a blessing. although i don't meant it heart-fully but, i really do think is for the best. IF there is a god out(i still don't believe it) probably he did a good job on it. i always hope for an easy way out in this life.. but since im not a brave/coward person to take my own life.. i just have to see it through. after all, being alive able to change a person perspective, while the dead.. being dead.

-Life is interesting if you make it interesting-

oh, and is 4th of October.. hmm, 5 more days perhaps? :)