2nd Exam day

this post is made out of negative energy. For minors or happy peoples please avoid reading it or you will suffer this sickness as the following:

1)eye sore
2)panda eye
3)refer to 1 and 2


Own3d it h0mes.. thought the next exam is gonna be java programming.. it wont look good but i wont fail tho.. at least that's what im thinking ~_~.. i just not good at programming.. so i decided for my degree course.. im thinking of going in gaming designing field.. but when i told my mom.. she says okay but her face expression and everything above else says hell no.. i don't even need to use my eye to know that -_-... im still not sure.. but i think i just go for it i guess..

after the exam,i went back home and rot while playing ps3..then went for walk.. every time i take a walk in the lake,it makes me calm and kept thinking about what i could make a difference... but i only kept thinking about the past.. looking at shadows reminds me of the past.. if i knew that happen, maybe i could prevent myself from getting hurt.. but nonetheless, im grateful. those people make me who i have become.. im not proud of myself who i become either.. but at least they made me realize something.. there is no room for kindness in these world.. they just take you for a fool who trying to help them.. trust is for fools. Fear is the one who governs them. i guess i cant outgrew my past huh. stupid future me =/.

i might put aside for that.. for now. Anyway, i got even better news somehow that made my day.. actually i kinda know it like yesterday but it still made my day somehow.. i got a FREAKING UNIFI THAT GOING TO BE INSTALLED ON MONDAY. WHEN IT INSTALLED AND I CAN GO ON9.. I WILL BE MURDERING EVERYONE IN H.O.N AND BATTLEFIELD BAD COMPANY 2 IN MY HOLIDAY >) MWAHAHAHAHAHHAA.. ALL SHALL DIE BEFORE MY HAND, FOR I WILL NOT SUFFER A SINGLE LAG GAME ANYMORE. MARK MY WORD! :))))

That's all folks ~

-so tired.. just tired of living-

when life fails you, virtual awaits you :)