Realism

Some people start off their dream as a mere illusion.. then slowly turn it into reality.. i wonder if i can do that too?anyway, i been having the same old nightmares every week(at least once). yep, the same old nightmare.. i was getting tired of it tho(not that is scary but same old shit to me >_>).. i wonder what does that even signify.

anyway, i been wondering if i could make a difference every time i see her... most of the people(include me) dream about their love life and unconditional love to them(not that i really bother now, but just wondering). well, if i have to start.. i suppose i could try to get rid of my gynephobia(wonder if i need to go to a physiotherapist). it's a good start.. oh well, in any case. i should focus on my study right now >_>.. however, if given a chance.. i will take a shot, no matter how many times i drop. i will eventually get back up.

besides that, i got my internet back up!(Happy face :D) and celebrated wai yip birthday(too bad no cake on the face D:). oh well, time to sleep and tmr draw ERD and normalization(self reminder).. and study MALG! Mathematics algorithm if anyone bother to know(doubt so >_>)