Truth...

i finally ask a question i been wondering.... sometime.. i wonder if the truth really holds a value...sometime lies has its own beneficial... they call it "white lies" ...it kinda made me relieved.. at the same time depressing... i wonder was it worth it?...i always believe the truth = justice... but as we grow up.. somethings just started to evolve... the iron truth could be out there.. but we just have to stop searching for it. i start to believe truth isn't everything.. sometime we just have to lie... i dont lie for myself.. for the sake of everyone...

Personally, i dont do things for myself.... mostly.... my mom used to ask me.. when you found a reason to live.. thats when the day you felt how grateful you are to be alive..... too bad mom.. i never been Grateful for that.. Everyday Living is like A HELL to me.. my reason for living has been crushed by my hands.. i damned myself... i never believe in second chances.. you screw up 1 time.. you definitely will screw up again and thats how it works... it doesnt really matter now... i will continue to damned myself to the core of my soul..

-Ashes to Ashes-